Betting

use your brain before you bet! betting on something that you wasnt even sure, throw in so much money... isnt is = throw money into the sea? what's more ridiculous?! bet on every single match even though you know it will lose. what the fuck i will tell you! having mentality trying to win back... hey get a life! thats not the way. imagine you play stocks.. haha.. for sure BANKRUPT! use your damn brain la bitch! knn... damn you! go kill yourself

boring ahhhhh

Q1. What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?
Complicated
Q2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
yep
Q3. What happened at 10.00am today?
sleeping
Q4.When did you last cry?
not sure
Q5.What is the favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
waffle?
Q6.What do you want in your life right now?
money
Q7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
walk in the rain
Q8.What's the favourite thing to have on your bed?
pillow
Q9. What bottom are you wearing now?
mizuno
Q10.What is the nicest text in your inbox say?
no message
Q11.Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
already complicated
Q12. Are you wearing you borrowed from someone?
hahaha
Q13.What was the last movie you caught?
narnia
Q14.What are you proud of?
got in lasalle
Q15.What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
from sis abt cat
Q16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
alway be my baby
Q17.Do you have any nicknames?
alot man..
Q18.What does your last recieved text message say?
yes!
Q19.What time did you go to bed last night?
6am
Q20.Are you currently happy?
am bored
Q21.Who gives you the best advice?
my dear friends
Q22.Do you eat whipped cream from the can?
nope
Q23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
complicated someone
Q24.What are you afraid of now?
no money
Q25.What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
mik
Q26. Do you wear the toe socks?
nope
Q27.Who was the last person you missed a call from?
gina
Q28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yep
Q29.What annoys you most in person?
irritating asses
Q30. Do you have a crush on someone?
no
Q31. Do you hate loving him?
is that love?
Q32. What is the color of your room?
boring colour.. nothing interesting
Q33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billon dollars?
hmmm think abt it
Q34.Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"????
singapore language eH?
Q35. Who is the last person who lay in your bed?
myself
Q36.Who was the last person who hug you?
human
Q37.What do you want to say to the person you love?
lets die together =D
Q38. Do you have a life?
i have?
Q39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
yea
Q40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
nice.
Q41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
mik
Q42. Last time you smiled?
last night
Q43. Have you changed this year?
have i?
Q44. What are you listening to right now?
alway be my baby - david cook
Q45. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?
no
Q46.Do you walk with your eyes open or close?
open and close
Q47.It's there a quote you live by?
puki ayam
Q48.Do you want someone you cant have?
no.
Q49.Have you ever played an instrument?
Yes
Q50. What was the worst idea you had in week?
rejection
Q51.What was you doing at 11.00pm?
hmmm movie
Q52.Are you happy with your love life right now?
am i even in love life? lol
Q53.What song(s) describe your life?
i dono boy
Q54. Does the person know that you like her/him?
yea
Q55. Who always make you laugh?
friends
Q56. Do you speak other language other than English?
hokkien! lol
Q57.Are you blond?
im black!
Q58.What's your middle name?
xue
Q59.What are you doing tomorrow?
I need to go bank tml!
Q60. What do you think you are like?
human!
Q61. Who will you choose to die with you?
my soul!
Q62.Where have you been today?
home alone
Q63. What game do you play often?
psp game
Q64.Who are you missing right now?
xian...
Q65.If you've to choose between friends & love, which will you choose?
family
Q66. What are you doing right now?
typing
Q67. Which Primary school are you from?
fengshan
Q68.Name three colours that you like.
orange purple red
Q69. What emotions you like to show?
mixed emotions
Q70. What is life to you?
explore
Q71.If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
stare blank
Q72.Who did you last chat to in msn today?
JJ
Q73. Who do you admire the most?
dont remember
Q74. Which month are you born in?
sep
Q75. How are you feeling right now?
tired
Q76. What is the time now?
4.57pm
Q77. Where are you now?
hm
Q78. What colour did you use to dye your hair?
copper
Q79.Why are you doing this test?
bored
Q80. What do you do when you're moody?
complain
Q81.At which age, you want to get married?
28
Q82. Who are the people thats important to you?
friends family
Q83. Do you think you have enough confident?
no
Q84. Who is the person you trust the most?
dono
Q85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
yes.. I M GETTING BORED OF THE QNES~!
Q86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
a good class bungalow, a big yard behind the bungalow and one kangaroo in AUS
Q87. What is your goals for this year?
get to la salle and pass la
Q88. Do you believe in eternity love?
no forever.. be realistic
Q89.What do you love?
money
Q90.Do you really think its Global Warming now?
yes! u see the amount of pollution!
Q91.What feeling you hate the most?
bored! fuck up feeling!
Q92. You cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes!
Q93. Do you believe in God?
i dono
Q94. Who cares for you the most?
i know u know
Q95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
money. friends. lover. family.
Q96. What'll you bring when you fight?
typical China ppl!
Q97. What have you regretted doing in whole life?
being too playful! and too curious abt things
Q98. What would you feel when everyone no longer cares for you?
dont bother
Q99. What if your stead two-timed you?
i double up his pain =))
Q100.What do you want now?
money

You complain!!

Well another complain post. make it the last i hope.

dear mik,

since you're still having the intention knowing ppl, why dont you just let me know or jolly well let me off? at least i wont be forever stuck here right. hey, dont treat me like a spare tyre! i dont deserve that! who are you to treat me this way? you cant decide what you want. if you fear about relationship, why not i suggest we go into an open relationship? things are all so simple but why must you complicate it? its just whether you want or you dont want. its as simple as that. I dont find you worthy for me to just be looking at you when ure having other intention. I cant alway be the moon. Im the moon while ure the earth for the past two yrs. baby, give me what i deserve. I dont trust you just from the things that you do. you are not even proving to me that I should believe you. I dont own a ground. anytime, i will get kick out. why let's just slowing move on with our life? i suggest that and think its the best way out.

may.

Sunday Vivo City

The night before, hang out with Ben and the rest. Superb! There will only be laughter when they're around. Esp with jeremy. I love the Super Duper lame friends! Stayed over at gina's hse for the night but went home early in the morning. Well, due to i've to meet my dear boy in the evening.

Sex and the city. I enjoy it! hmmm, dint know he will wanna watch this kind of show. Browsing for camera before the show start. hmmm.. mount faber! after how long? If i dint remember wrongly, its one yr ago.

I still miss Bangkok! Perhaps that the 1st time I felt being well-protected by him. =)

p.s time pass so quickly today. =(

One proper blog without complains =)

Today hung out with my beloved sister and my lil god-bro with his kinda irritating young sister. ( I told mik they're my cousins. oops. I m too lazy to tell the long story about the come about with this lil god-brother. Forgive me! ) Went Lasalle to confirm my position there and enquire about CPF payment. (what to do... im not a rich girl BUT doesnt matter im born for who i am) LASALLE! New chapter of my life and at last I see a lil glow in my life with a step closer to what I want to be. I tot I saw mik's friend but doesnt matter wasnt close with him too. After LASALLE, Galare! (Every tuesday 50% off on all food! Sweet!) Coming up next... K box! All the way till 9pm. Enjoying my time and the company. Dinner! my dear ah li and jeremy ordered something nicer and i mean alot nicer than my food! the chicken set meal. the Ayam superb la! superb curry! I wanna have that with mik! I wanna share with him can! Hung out with gina and jason ( as usual ) Uno stacko! FUN FUN FUN!

I found lil god bro 's blog. Reading Reading Reading ( i know i know Im damn kpo ) he really have grown up. Reading at his blog let me feel back in my secondary school days. Those were the superb times!

Song in my mind and it just keep playing over and over again with mik in mind.
" You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely "

Well, I dont know how long will this whole damn complicating relationship last. To be frank, I hate to lose him.

(I hang out too much, too lil time at home. Amount of time spending with my dear parents are too lil, there's a huge gap in between. I feel as though home is like hotel. I hate this feeling. I know I should not hang out so much and come back home more often but communicate with my parents wasnt as easy and comfortable like before.)

Why human cant stop looking at others' people fault when they did something similar about it! "Ain't you contradicting yourself?"
There's no excuse for doing something when you got the heart. Stop looking at my wrong when you did wrong me before.

I dont have to explain ... find out yourself!

I like the way we're now. it's like as if we were in love and a happy couple although we're not. How long can this last nobody knows. I just hate the feeling when you WANT me to do something BUT you aint doing it! fuck! Im so fucked! once again

wahahaha

last night was a super spoil mood night. Thanks to those fuckers. Jeremy's cousin's friend or is it Jeremy's cousin? Whatever it is, they are just bloody motherfucker! Speak without using his brain. Logic without going thru their brain. Make it simple, They are brainless. Whats with the criticizing? whats with the flip flap ang mo doing in simpan? afterall, JUST AN ARMY BOY. Criticizing someone make ur life happier? I dont need ur approver for leave that place. moreover with ur existence, i wouldnt want to stay any longer. Im afraid i might talk back to you making the night fuck up for the rest.

what's the big deal w name card? oh man... hahahaha... i got so much say about them. tsk! as long ure in front line u will have namecard what. oh man. mountain turtle. getalife, open ur eyes wide as well as ur legs. u WILL climb up the hill faster in this way.

"lol, since when ppl will ask 'you want my namecard?'"
"so stingy!"
"its just like 10cents per piece. tsk!"
"i got picture on my name card. you have?"
LAUGHTER~~~!!!!

lol last night after gina, jason and i left the place. we scream and start gossiping abt them. tsktsktsk.

I look down on these fuckers! I wonder who call them down. =)