Sunday, April 20, 2008

wahahaha

last night was a super spoil mood night. Thanks to those fuckers. Jeremy's cousin's friend or is it Jeremy's cousin? Whatever it is, they are just bloody motherfucker! Speak without using his brain. Logic without going thru their brain. Make it simple, They are brainless. Whats with the criticizing? whats with the flip flap ang mo doing in simpan? afterall, JUST AN ARMY BOY. Criticizing someone make ur life happier? I dont need ur approver for leave that place. moreover with ur existence, i wouldnt want to stay any longer. Im afraid i might talk back to you making the night fuck up for the rest.

what's the big deal w name card? oh man... hahahaha... i got so much say about them. tsk! as long ure in front line u will have namecard what. oh man. mountain turtle. getalife, open ur eyes wide as well as ur legs. u WILL climb up the hill faster in this way.

"lol, since when ppl will ask 'you want my namecard?'"
"so stingy!"
"its just like 10cents per piece. tsk!"
"i got picture on my name card. you have?"
LAUGHTER~~~!!!!

lol last night after gina, jason and i left the place. we scream and start gossiping abt them. tsktsktsk.

I look down on these fuckers! I wonder who call them down. =)

Friday, April 11, 2008

Finalize

THE END.

my love letter

mik,

do u know I feel like being trap in ur cage? u wanna know anything, i let you know. u wanna see my phone, go ahead. like i say, i dont need any privacy when i got nothing to hide am i right or not. moreover, when i was talking abt certain things, u will get so agitated easily. what is wrong baby?! im so open with you toward my lifestyle. my friends. i tell you the truth but can you accept? it is another matter. do u know how much i have done for u?! how much i have sacrifice?! i m saying u did not. but right now, i really cant breathe do u know? it feel like one-way thing. u get it or not? 2yrs ago, this month. i feeling the same shitty feeling. 2years later.. still the same. perhaps. i shld just take things eassy. .. urfriend... nelson tan.. hes alway affecting me. in fact. im not interested w ur friends! enough of all the discussion u guys have .. nel told me afew of them discuss abt us. im not alien u know. . i dont need him to tell me that.. "he feel u did not treat me well the last time" now my tears.. flowing down.. w/o knowing why am i crying. my heart and my mind dont seems to be feeling anything or thinink abt anything but tears justs flow down. i m staring blank like as if im mad.

well.. u finally, will rise ur voice talking to me. i feel so glad. u finally cant take my shit, i feel so peace. u finally can say anything so easily... i feel like heaven. kill me bitch!

may...
long time ago since my last post? lol. been so so busy with work and enjoying life. eyes look as good as panda. tsk!

sigh.. am I single or what? fuck the complicated relationship. why make things so complicated? why fear when you like someone?! no courage to face consequences then drop the idea of wanting to love someone. tsk!

i know i shldnt have complain, shldnt have compare. so well, just drop the idea. dont feel like talkin abt it.

i brought my LG viewty! got fed up smsing.. touch screen attimes, not very sensitive. tsk!