kiss my anus

Today really not my day! FUCK! LIZ smell my fart! too lazy to type what had happen. shes such a bitch. I dint not manage to hit my 10k. thanks to her for snatching. bitch! thats working life. I can see myself keep on changing job in future. I need to be stronger to counter attack all the bitches! pui!

SDG 500 more!

S$500 more to go! tomorrow will be the last day hitting 10k! pray pray hard! Evening time was kinda busy. Got so panic doing the damn cashier and customer coming in again and again. How am I suppose to serve 3 customers at one time?! KILL ME! lol

T2 morning... forever so dead! 3more working days before Im heading to bangkok! Im just looking forward for the flight! hehe! gotta check out what I wanna do and what should I buy! hohoho!

Graduate Again!

I graduate again! Went back to ITE collect my Certificate. =) MeEt up with kiff, jeremy and lin jin. (where's the rest?!) Miss all of them! Because of them, my school life got brighten up or else my ITE will be so dull. Graduate means lesser time to hang out =( Ben working in airport also! One day, I should just pop by at T3 to visit him!

The feeling of lending money from others sucks! Especially from my sis. =( One last time i'll do all these for you (hopefully). I dreamt about you* last night. Everything seems quite real. Taking it as a sign. Well, his dear friend is giving me unnecessary pressure and affection. Well... Their contacts I've already deleted. I dont wish to contact with any of them. one of them still pisses me off though. I wish I could tell him off! GETALIFE! GETALIFE NELSON TAN! GO AWAY! STOP TELLING ME OR ASKING ME ABOUT MIKHAIL AND MYSELF! YOU WANNA KNOW ANYTHING GO ASK HIM. HE IS YOUR FRIEND. YOU ARE JUST MY EX-BF'S FRIEND! DO WE UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER?! FREAK YOU! GOAWAY! (THINK MORE ABOUT YOURSELF! REFLECT YOURSELF ON THE PAST! THINK ABOUT YOUR OWN FAILED RELATIONSHIP! THINK ABOUT YOUR FUTURE LIFE! YOU GOT SO MUCH TO THINK ABOUT SO DONT WORRY ABOUT MY LIFE WITH MIKHAIL. =) ) maybe you're just concern and being caring. but i dont know where you are coming from or what are you trying to hint! oh please! i wont be like someone to ruin your whole damn friendship thingy.

IF any of you just come across reading this.. and got so pissed off... my advice.. close this window and dont ever come back. its my own space so give me a break bitches and bastard!

My sales hit 8plus thousand! 2k more to go! I want it to be 10k! was surfing net and found alot of interesting pics and website... Just love them so much! I will simply enjoy those kind of email.



The realistic drawing .. TOO REALISTIC CAN! ITS SO AMAZING! they use chalk to do it. How amazing!

im sad

2nights in a row KTV'ing. Not as fun as I expected. My throat gotta SUFFER!! Slack my whole morning and afternoon away just to be ready for work tml. Tml mid shift again. Damn boring can! Prefer to be busy rather than nothing to do at sales floor. arggh!

Hmmm... Someone sound so wierd when he called me earlier. Not sure whats wrong but Im just being concern. I shall not think about or hope about anything again. Im so not into relationship now. what i mean is that not thinking so much about it. more like letting 'fate' show me the way. used to believe I should go on achieve what I want but now seems to be different. sometimes, no matter how hard i try, how much effort i put in but in the end, i still get nothing. maybe the amount of effort is not enough. people change isnt it.

Im already on holiday mood! =( 7days of work to go. 3 Mid flight 2 Early flight 2 Late flight. I wish tml was 3 of march =(

Makan Makan Makan

=( xian cant go poly. Her result is not eligible to enter any course. Went to TP with her to appeal for her courses but turn out none of the poly accept her. =( Since her mood was so bad, we ate all the fattening food. OH MAN!!! until now im still so guilty! 1st. Pastamania then a Häagen-Dazs Ice cream. We ate the cheezy cheezy stuff then a fondue. We got so high and noisy when we got the fondue. We've notice that we forever cannot make up our mind on where to go and what we want. lol. (maybe we are the youngest in the family. hehe)



There's nothing to talk abt pastamania. But for fondue... Im Virgin with Fondue. heehee.
After a heavy lunch and desert.. Went back to my house and we eat again. Oh man!

Went to K with them. Totally boredom. Everything was like so lousy can~!

Jerry gave me "The power of Love" CD. Love it can! Jerry I love you lah! hahaha

Fart at you bitch!

Damn boring at work can! Ytd, for the whole morning and afternoon totally no sales for me. In fact, airport was really so dead! wander souls floating around asking for the prices and float out.. -.- can you imagine? before clocking out at least manage to close 2 sales. But today... supervisor snatch my sales. KNN! KAN NI NA! I can close the sales myself. Last few days, same shift w her she's never around but today! when she sees Im serving a potential buyer... within second, shes beside me and start to serve. WTF!! She oso best la... It goes like this, "eh, the sales I put my name cos just now doing the cashiering you wasnt there but you willing to give me the sales?" lol. Though this is my fifth day of work and my sales is catching up with her. This shows that her sales really sucks! tsk! such a bitch! but luckily, im fixed comm. =)) so Just take it that I DONATE this. NO NO! I throw this lil comm. money to this lil poor beggar. ( i'll feel much better if i give money to beggar rather than her. ) she starts explaining and telling cant do this blah blah blah.. simple, she just dont want me to gossip abt her.

I was buying Cleo earlier at interchange, this uncle tendering the stall, he look at me and say "miss, you very pretty. can we be friends? why not lets exchange number?" I was like "errr.. why not you write it down on a paper. later i call you" (I dono how to reject.)
he asked for my number... .. i told him i dont remember my own number. He wrote it down on a Today's 4D result printed by sg pool. SO happily, I look at all the 4D numbers. Most of the numbers were quite familiar to me... hmmm ...

Madness

Today my Sales ... hmmm Not bad!! 2nd day on sales floor and I get about 3.5K sales. hey its A lil achievement Alright!!

Someone was madly in love with Don. Not bad for him... at this kind of age, theres still Women/Girls loving him so deeply. Hes driving the girls/women crazy. Hes such a bitch! if he knows, he gotta tickle me to death! lol

DON PLEASE DONT KiLL me IF U See This!!


her tactic was so similar to mine.. tsk tsk.. same kind.. now I know Im so irritating like her! hahaha!!! Oh man! i better change!

PS : I love you!

1% love 99% lust... lol

Huat ah!!

Valentine Post

Alright Alright I was so fed up with Mik's friend previously. About V'day, Jun wei was really sweet that he came all the way down from Boon lay to pass me V'day present. Im really touched though. I've not seen him for about 3months and no much contact but he still came all the way down to my doorstep. tsk. tears... Oh man!!! lol...

Im just so particular with people giving me advice. Unless you're someone that I am close with and someone I look up in life. I hate it when theres people dont even know much about me and start to tell me all sort of things that I dont even agree with. The best part is... I find it totally no logic. Im still pissed w the thing on the previous post. irritating.

Goaway!

OH ! I was so pissed with Mik's friend. When I was trying my best to move on, he came out of nowhere continuously asking about the possibility patching things back with Mik. Now, he still kept asking about Mik and I but this time, hoping us not to harm one another. Oh dear. What is your problem? Did you actually solve your relationship problem with ur beloved ex-gf? or did you manage to move on? Thanks for being so concern alright. its so extra. you just gave me pressure and made my life miserable. your concern is too heavy for me. I rather not have it.

At 1st, you came out of nowhere, i get a lil shifted w you talking abt mik. Now, you trying to tell me to move on. WTF! Stop interfering my life when you dont even know what's going on here my dear! why so many of you giving me A one kind of look? I feel . Fine fine.. I leave ur dear friend, Mikhail alright. =)


I injure myself 2days ago while doing stock taking. Strain my ligament. Its so painful that I cried. =( I was on the wheel chair for 4hrs . Did X-ray. Jerry was sweet enough to send me back home from changi airport. He's forever so sweet! =)

Complains!

When you* need me, I'll be there but that doesnt mean Im able to be alway there. No matter how tired or lazy I am when you say you're not in the mood, I go down to meet you.

You need company going out with **. okay, I go down with you. Have a drink together. You want me to take care of you. Im sorry I failed to. I've to leave. Its pointless for me to explain or clarify anything. Admitting its my fault but I wish to tell you that be responsible with what you're doing.

But I alway believe, no matter what happen, be responsible and take good care of your own self. No matter how much you trust a friend, there's alway time they fail to do so. Have you ever notice that I dont even go to you when I need someone to talk to desperately? ( I know you got your own life and no xtra time ) I know its my fault but get the idea that you got to be responsible for your own safety. There's no free lunch in this world. Its not like I drink your/his liquor. FYI, I pay for my own drinks.

Im just feeling not fair for myself. Im not even calculative with you on anything. Why cant you just understand a lil and help yourself out of that situation? Im alway playing the bad guy role. Seeing our 10yrs of friendship. I dint say much. Already been thru so much but Im just feeling being treated unfairly...

Jerry! I Love You Lah!

I almost Fainted last night! Stars Stars Stars ( I tot Dragonfly got some lighting problem ) Ear Blocked ( I tot there was some problem with the sound system ) Then I realise I was about to faint! hahaha! Im slow man! So dizzy! I looked as if Im drunk. After I puke, I tot Im going to be fine. BUT... I WAS WRONG! Soon enough, I see stars again..

Here Come My HERO of the night! Jerry~! He sent me home all the way from St James. Im super duper Touched alright. He has alway been so nice to me. I Love Him! Oh man...! hahahaha!

I got a Eye Candy! Hehehe... Hopefully he does not turn me off after knowing his personality... hehehe...